you’re not in love

if hearing their voice doesn’t cause a smile to spread across your cheeks like honey, you’re not in love. if you don’t want to be in their arms when a panic attack strikes, wreaking havoc on your sanity, you’re not in love. if you’re relieved when they go to sleep, you’re not in love. if you don’t love to play with their hair and kiss their lips, you’re not in love. if the thought of holding their hand forever  makes you recoil, you’re not in love. if your heart doesn’t leap out of your chest and fly around the room with wings made of gold when they call, you’re not in love. if everytime they send a sweet text and you wish it came from another, you’re not in love. if you don’t want to fly away with them to Madrid, or Thailand or Brazil, you’re not in love. if you’re not infatuated with their scent and voice alone, you’re not in love. if your favorite song comes on and you’re not reminded of them, you’re not in love. if you only call when it’s raining out, you’re not in love. if words and texts and laughs are forced, you’re not in love. if your heart doesnt sprint around your body when they call you “baby girl”, you’re not in love. if they can’t cheer you up when you’re in your lowest of lows, you’re not in love. if they ask you to be their girlfriend and you dont jump around the room, you’re not in love. if you’re sick of pretending, you’re not in love. i want to be in love again.

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