there’s this boy that i regularly hook up with in school. we’re not dating or anything; i dont even like him. (goes to show why my reputation is so shitty). he wants to hook up again today, and i don’t know if i want to. im so confused. so i asked myself “do you really want him?” and i answered, “no. i dont really want anyone.” im starting to like myself. i want to be alone with myself; a free spirit. no one can tie me down.